Love-hate

When our relationship first started, I didn't really understand you.

I didn't know why you chose me.

What is it about me that was so special or different?

But after a while, things got better

and our relationship blossomed.

I saw the silver lining on the cloud, the greener grass on the other side.

I dreamed about us, being together.

I couldn't wait to spend time and to share the good moments with you.

I think about you every day, you're just there in my mind.

There was nothing I could do to prevent you from distracting me.

A few weeks after that, I was able to forget you

for a day or a moment, 

until someone mentions you to me.

I had to drain you out of my mind for a bit

to make room for my studies.

I had to focus on my SPM.

But as soon as SPM ended, I tried to make contact.

I even wrote a letter.

I've waited for so long but I still haven't gotten any reply.

Why haven't you replied?

What is going on?

All this waiting is driving me mad.

I went from liking you a lot to disliking you at the moment.

All the nice feelings I had for you had been slowly fading, day by day.

I don't know what else to say.. 

Oh, NS.

Eek.

Uek.

*NS refers to National Service, not Nathaniel Sia or Nicole Sim. =\

xoxovon

Life is tough. So many people to please, so little time. 

Hmm.

So I've been thinking...

Photo taken at a park (I don't remember the name) in Beijing. It has famous landmarks from all over the world, built in smaller scales. Even the WTCs are still there =P

I should go to bed.

xoxovon

Goodnight, goodnight.

Good Morning, lets jog!

I meant to post this on Saturday but it's early, very early Sunday morning now.

I woke up quite early yesterday (Saturday), around 7am. That's a new record for me, for waking up so early during the holidays. Lol. So, when I turned off my handphone alarm, there was a message already. That early in the morning?? It was from Kasyah.

Message: Yvonne! Tmn Sahabat! Jogging! Now!

Time: 6.28 am

I was like 'WHAT?!' Haha. I wasn't even awake then and I was probably dreaming about something nice which I don't remember what it was. I was surprised that she woke up that early to.. jog.. Kasyah? Like the one who's been absent from school more than any other person? Haha. She went jogging with Zaty. They must have had a sleepover or something. Hmm. Dang, I missed the chance to jog. Grr. FYI, I don't like jogging alone. So boring le. It's more fun to have friends jog along, can talk. Then end up talking more than jogging. Haha.

And later that morning I received another message, from Joan.

Message: Von, teacher said next Friday must wear uniform cos ppl sponsored us.

I don't know, I had mixed feelings. After SPM I thought I'd never ever get to wear my school uniform again. But I think I'm alright with that. I actually miss wearing my uniform.. haha. I can be a SMKBL student for one more day.. =)

I'm off to bed.

xoxovon

Guess who's back? He's back. :)

Music to my ears.

Holiday = No school = Yvonne has free time so she comes online a lot more than she used to.

I heard this song on the radio and I just had to post it up here because it's so nice. Haha. It seems like I've been posting a lot of videos lately.. Oh well. I wanna share my joy with you mah.. Haha. 

When I first heard this song on the radio, I thought it was by a Filipino band or something because it sounded like it. Not Malaysian, that was what I thought. Then, I saw the video on Hitz.tv this morning. The background looked like Malaysia to me, but the band members and the music don't seem local to me.. but there's a possibility they might be local.. Ah, I'll search them on the internet later.

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Well, they are local!! I should watch more AMP and Hitz.tv. Haha. I showed Azizul the video and he didn't think they were local and then I told him.

So here it is. Stay by Estrella. It's worth it, give it a go. You'll be proud after listening to it. Haha. Plus, TWILIGHT ... is the 5th word in the song. Haha.

Ahh. Totally in love with this song now. Oh my, I'm feel like an iPod. haha.

xoxovon

SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL MUSIC SCENE.

Ms Lonely

If 'destination' in BM is 'destinasi' and 'action' is 'aksi', what is 'section' in BM? ... Get it?

That was a joke my lil' bro told me.

A few months ago, a kid asked me this: Why do birds fly during winter? The answer is 'because it's too far too walk'. It's a joke, you see. So I posted that question on my WLM personal message and these are the few of the responses I got.

From WY: 

tortoise~ says: bird fly during winter.. becoz they are cold...

tortoise~ says: need warm up

: | yvonne | : says: *because its too far to walk.

: | yvonne | : says: haha

tortoise~ says: wad la...

tortoise~ says: hahaha

From Sophia:

Sophia says: they move across to look for warmer climates!!

From Bernard:

says: birds fly all the time

Oh I miss that kid. He kept taking out the rubber grip from my mechanical eraser and then he'd slip it into his pinky finger and call himself 'Airen' Man (Iron Man). I told him that's not how you pronounce it but he insisted.. haha. Oh well, I gotta let the kids win sometimes, you know.

I can't wait till I meet my friends next Friday to watch the MPYO performance. I (so) miss Joan and speaking Mandarin. Yes, I miss you other people too. haha. I'm home alone and will be for the next 9 more days. My mom and lil' bro are at Miri at the moment. I couldn't go with them because I'm having my violin exam soon and I have to stay back for lessons. This is Day 1 of 'Mom & Eric Gone to Miri' and I'm doing fine, entertaining myself with tv, internet and music. I should go hang out with the JC twins ey? I haven't seen them since.. Hari Raya visiting. 

I'm so jealous of my brother now (I know jealousy isn't good but I am only human.. haha). He went hiking yesterday and it was for like 7 hours! Do the math people! Imagine how much calories he burned and how much I could burn if I were to go on that sorta hike. Haha. He said it was like LOTR.. :( You're so gonna take me and Eric and Sabrina to hike when ew get there. Which is like.. I don't know when. :P  He also told me that he downloaded Casino Royale and it only took him 30 minutes. How crazy is that?! I wanna be in NZ now, just for downloading purposes. 

xoxovon

"Success for me is not to have all the medals. Success for me is to always do your best and try to develop and get better at every event"

-Carolina Kluft

Run, LL. Run.

Not talking Lindsay Lohan. Hey, you noticed? Lindsay Lohan=LiLo. 

O.O

Okay, to the point. I meant Leona Lewis. 

She sounds so so good live and on the radio. 

I wanna watch her perform live, if I get the chance to..

This song is originally done by Snow Patrol.

But lets not compare versions.

Run by Leona Lewis on X-Factor (2008)

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You wanna listen to it again, don't you? 

Ahh.. go ahead and replay it. Don't be shy. Haha.  

If you don't, then you must be so busy.

Otherwise, we just have different tastes in music. I'm still listening to it (while posting this) =D 

This must be like my .. lets just say close to the 10th time. 

Leona Lewis & Take That - A Million Love Songs (X-Factor Final)

Gary Barlow praised her and told Simon to make her a good record for her.

xoxovon

Shayne Ward (Winner of The X-Factor, 2nd Season) has a sister named Leona. o.O 

He's hot too. 

I mean, he sings well. He leaves me BREATHLESS. Haha.

The Reds Lead by 1 Point.

Am I ready for another Korean movie? I guess not, because it's loading so friggin' slow and I don't have all day. I wanna watch House Bunny! Someone be kind and bring me to Azizul's house to get the movie please. Haha. I wanna watch Bolt too, not because it has Miley Cyrus' voice in it.. 

I can't believe I actually slept before 10pm last night. I was reading articles on Reader's Digest (it's interesting, don't get me wrong) then I felt sleepy, my eyelids were as heavy as my ass (Azrin's line). So I went to sleep. And I woke up at 12am, went to brush my teeth and I couldn't go back to sleep. Ended up sleeping at 2 something. I planned to wake up at 4am to watch Liverpool vs West Ham but typical me, I couldn't wake up. Haha. They drew 0-0 anyway.

Now lets watch some videos. :)

Don't start hitting/slapping/beating yourself after watching this video. James Ha-Damaged by Danity Kane (body beatboxing+singing)

This song should be on LiteFM every day and night. Haha. It's such a beautiful song.

"You and me,"
Said the raindrop to the seed
"We'll make a winning team won't we?
Cause when I fall down
You'll become a pretty flower
And I'll be finally free
From the shackles of this cloud

Have I had enough of her? The asnwer is NO, of course. Watch this. 

Wouldn't it be great if she tutored me piano, for free, that is. Haha. Oh, stop talking crap, Yvonne. Someone teach me how to play My Life by The Game on piano, Marie's version, please. 

xoxovon

Oh my, so so bored......